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"I love you , Christine." looking deeply into her eyes , " I..." My eyes managed to express what words could not. Joy delight and happiness shone like a beacon within my eyes.
She gazed into my eyes deeply, whilst she put a finger gently upon my lips to stop me from saying anything more. , She slipped her soft hand into my hand and my hand tightened upon hers. At that moment , I finally felt comfort and love. I shifted closer. We both looked at the sky as the sun was going down from our sight. Sounds of birds chirping made the mood even more romantic. She gently placed her head on my shoulder and played with my finger. I looked at her , faint blushes of red appeared on her cheek as she chilled for sometime.
Streetlights were lighting up and that's when the park crowd began to dispersed . She took her leisure standing up, as if wanting the moment to last forever. Before she left, she enveloped me in her warm embrace as i held her in my arms, feeling the warmth and softness of her body against mine . Looking so innocent , i really hoped she would never let go of me. She closed her eyes , and slowly.. very slowly , she angled her lips to mine. lips ever so slightly turned up for the kiss she wanted, the kiss i would give her. I met her warm lips midway and felt her breath against my lips, warm as a summer breeze. Even though the kiss lasted for no more than 10 seconds, this is a sensation i will remember forever should i live till 80 or a 100. Two passionate souls whose first shared kiss neither will ever forget.
I grabbed her around the waist , and she pulled her lips away. We smiled at each other for a second and I gave her a light feathery kiss on her forehead.
Today , is the day i feel that life is not meaningless but full of surprise and hopes.
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20th Feb , First day of school after the weekends. My relationship with Christine was suppose to be secret for awhile , just in case anything happened in the early stage of our relationship , I won't ever be embarassed of our relationship but I really wanted to keep a low profile as this was about the two of us. Its not just about me. Someone unfortunately, from my school must had busy spreading rumours about us.
I reached school late. It was the second period and I was still changing in my bathroom. When I reached school , everyone stared at me with their googly eyes. I pretended everything was fine and I continued walking. Things didn't go as expected . The girls from the cafeteria began pointing and gossiping, at me. I am a little mad but girls so i didn't pay much mind .
I started to suspect my shirt or maybe I wore my sister's socks to school. I dashed into the toilet and locked myself up. I checked from my hair to my toes. Nothing was wrong with me except for the plain old Ray I was.
I got into the classroom and it was a complete silence. Why? I don't know , I gave the classroom a million watt smile and went to my seat. My best friend , Joe , gave me hateful glare. I was stunned, if looks like he's going to kill someone, I would be lying right next to my grandparents in the cemetery already. I started to get nervous , I really hope I dint get in trouble. Teryn came to me during recess time.
" I know about you and Christine , Ray. " She wasn't happy , I could tell from her eyes. " Christine told you? " I was expecting 'Yes' from her lips. " Rumours spread , saying you slept with her and so on "
The frustrating look on her face frozen me right where i stood. . "Ray , I think you need to talk to Joe about this. " She walked away , leaving me all the questions and not an answer in sight
I met Joe , in the classroom. Our looks in the eyes wasn't the old kind of 'whats up, buddy? kind of look anymore. I walked up to him , "Whats wrong , Joe ? " He stared at me , angry words burst forth from his mouth, " What do you think ? Maybe you should tell the whole world how proud you are ! " I'd never seen Joe so mad before , esspecially since we went way back . we had been best friends since preschool and we could never be separated. He shouted so that the whole class could hear him , as he continues
"You were my friend Ray , but u dissapoint me instead of encouraging me ! "
He grabbed his bag , and walked out of the class. Suddenly , I felt so guilty, but the knowledge that i was innocent kept me going for the rest of the day as I spent my entire day on my light green chair ,wondering how my life could become such a mess in the space of a few days . I was so worried that something bad might happen to our friendship. I moped around my desk , wondereing what did i ever do to make Joe mad .
Teryn , she came by again and sat down right beside me after school. Same place where she sat down that day when she told me Christine was in love. I laughed bitterly at the irony of it. But it wont be any exciting news anymore.
She glared at me , and said " I was told to see you , as a messenger. " She inhaled , " Joe was the one who asked Christine out on New Year"s Eve , He was the one who introduced Christine to his loyal best friend , You. He wanted you to feel important to him.
Joe, he was in love with Christine since November last year. Christine told him about your relationship with her Ray , and Joe , he was so upset. I'm not saying this is your fault , its no body's fault so don't put the blame on yourself , alright ? "
Teryn put a comforting hand on my shoulder after she told me the truth , I didn't know Joe had a crush on Christine , Joe is my best friend.The bitter irony of it struck me again. Maybe I sinned in my past life, that's why things have to end this way...
To be continued...
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